Finally, it is 6 now. I
know nobody was there to wake me up in the morning today. I still remember myself
as brat when making me go to school was the toughest task I used to give to my
dad. School, college, university and now work, I was a grown up guy now but
sometimes growing up doesn’t mean you are mature but no I guess it does. It
actually reveals certain realities and bitter facts of life which one could
never understand being child. Yes, I was a child and I still wanted to be a
child.
‘You are a sophomore
now and it’s the time when you should understand that life is a race divided
into laps of time. You have been running for long but now laps are going to be
difficult. Sometimes, you will have to sacrifice your needs and goals according
to the twist and turns of the road. Sometimes, looking back will give you
nothing but tickling anguish in your heart. Sometimes, betrayals, sarcasm and biased
attitude will make your living obnoxious. Sometimes, fighting for the right cause
will diminish your relations. Sometimes, you will be mocked for pleasure. Sometimes,
for the sake of nothing, you will lose your loved ones. Sometimes, your own
reflections will bother you. Sometimes you will look bizarre to your own self. Sometimes,
your antics will be questioned. Sometimes, the tough time would deflect your
faith. Sometimes, you will wait for a moment to feel a real giggle in your
heart. Sometimes,’
Alarm tone grabbed me
back to present. ‘Yes dad, sometimes, you look for the reason of your
existence. Sometimes, you look for the right place for your soul and you find nothing but the silence of your inner’. I said it to myself, turned
off the alarm clock and bucked myself up for the new time of that some of the
times.
